Thursday, July 16, 2009

i need to talk. i feel like crap.

i need to talk.
i feel like crap.

It came tumbling down..

Here i'm back to start all my whinning about how life is so unfair and blah blah blah.
Bascially this post is about how the 2 people sparkled my life in some way.

Asvin Pillai, the starter was outside Ah Meng Kopi when shankar introduced. The only thing which was running through my head for the rest of the day was how tall you were and how pretty your dimples were. I know it sounds silly but yes, that was the only thing which was running. The next time i bumped into you was at Dock 1. How i hate being at Dock 1, thinking about it now i probably was lucky to be there. We just waved. That very week, night at bongo. A unforgettable night i'll treasure. So much teasing. So much laughter. After which, the last time i saw you, the punch card area. 2 weeks before you were gone. Being a bonehead myself, we didn't get into a conversation. I didn't even say 'Hi'.

Tuesday morning 14th July 2009, the world came tumbling down. The news that you were no longer. Till now i can't digest that you are gone.
The only chance to see you for the very last time was yesterday at your funeral. Something which i could actually have attended,instead i went back home after getting the news paper. Something i'll never forgive myself for. Something i'll live in gulit for the rest of my life.

Today's New Paper, its about you. I had so many questions in my head. So many whys,what if,if only and so on.

Why were people so heartless? Why?
Why must such horrible death happen to him? Why?
Why did he overtake? Why?

While typing this, i feel so horrible. Maybe i should get World's Worst Friend Award. I'm truly embarrassed.
Please forgive me. May you rest in peace. We all miss you badly asvin.

PS : Misses you Madly,Truly and Deeply.

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Anthony Sir. I met this man in the office once. Bumped into him a couple of times on the bus. Just a smile. Left us on Monday 13th July 2009. Not spoken to him. Not even once. Reading about him in facebook seems like i've actually missed another chance. A chance of not talking to a wonderful person. Left lots of good memories with many of the staff of Singapore Zoo.
May you rest in peace sir.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

If Only.

If only she had a goal and made it.

Monday, December 29, 2008

HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I GOT HIGHHHHHHHHHHH!!

27th Dec 2008.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

What Should You Study?

Your Learning Style: Idealistic and Flexible

You enjoy learning anything that can help others... from making the world more beautiful to saving lives.

You Should Study:

Architecture

Environmental Science

Fashion Design

Forestry

Interior design

International Studies

Literature

Music

Nursing

Restaurant management

Studio Art

Veterinary Medicine

What Should You Study?

Monday, December 15, 2008

miss him.

she miss him.
she wants him back so badly.
she cried whole night.
he checks on her every night.
he sleeps with her.
he eats one loaf of bread all by himself.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Weekend.